What my feelings sound like...

Desconheço a causa do meu cansaço. Não sei bem o que me perturba tanto. Alimento a insegurança na esperança de evitar o sofrimento. Estou apática, porque não quero ver...E quem paga é o blog, porque escrevo coisas sem sentido...

"The picture on the wall is chaotic

I don't want to  look at it"

The Gathering

"Red is A Slow Colour"

What my feelings sound like...

"Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop."

Meredith Grey

"Grey's Anatomy"

"Ethereal Passing"

Hanging Garden

("Inherit the Eden" dos Hanging Garden é das melhores coisas de sempre para quem aprecia doom metal.)

What my feelings sound like...

"When you have the will

You learn to forgive and to forget

You have to

Collect the broken pieces and

Humble hearted

Stand up from the place where you hide

If I wouldn't know to miss anything

It couldn't hurt me no more

Mistakes taught to build life

From the ashes, that fell down to ground"

"Not Every Pain Hurts"

Lacrimosa

What my feelings sound like...

A tentar concluir mais um artigo e os Artesia dão uma preciosa ajuda na inspiração. Acho que hoje vou ter de fazer directa... sniff...

What my feelings sound like...

"I crave for you
And the incense of night
To bathe
In the flame of your light
Cold Pale in sorrow
In the tears that followed
The years that swallowed
 The innocence of my love
 I crave for you"

Of the Wand and the Moon

"I crave for you"

What my feelings sound like...

Acho que é fácil constatar que tive uma fase menos boa nos últimos tempos. Perdi-me, deixei-me ir abaixo, bati no fundo, mas penso que recuperei e voltei à superfície com motivação reforçada para vos melgar com os posts do costume e o meu estranho gosto musical. :)

E deixo-vos Florence + The Machine para ilustrar com os sons do costume o meu estado de espírito... sempre em géneros diferentes!

"And it's breaking over me,

A thousand miles down to the sea bed,

Found the place to rest my head."

Florence + The Machine

"Never Let Me Go"

What my feelings sound like...

I feel like I have been loosing small pieces of myself lately. I don't recognise myself in what I feel right now.  I put everything black and grey. I tend to be like that usually, but this is just too much and surely not healthy for me. Thankfully, I think that I figured that out in time. During the following days, I am going to look for those tiny lost pieces. I will glue them together. I'll surely won't be the same, but I will feel better and stronger. =)

"After the night when I wake up

I'll see what tomorrow brings"

Fever Ray

"If I had a heart"

What my feelings sound like...

"Isn't my pain good enough for faith,

 in you?"

Elegeion

"Scars"

Elegeion são australianos e o doom atmosférico e melancólico é o género que predomina nos seus 2 álbuns e 1 EP. Contam com a voz doce de Dieudonnee e os guturais de Anthony Kwan. Formaram-se em 1995 e o último álbum data de 2005 ("The Last Moment"), onde se encontra este fantástico "Scars" que tão bem ilustra o meu estado de espírito de hoje.

What my feelings sound like...

Wolves In The Throne Room para relaxar enquanto trabalho sob *alguma* pressão... Ajuda a manter-me concentrada. :)

"The moon leads celestial legions

To cast the stars from their ancient thrones

Astral blood pours forth

From their grievous wounds"

Wolves In The Throne Room

"Astral Blood"

What my feelings sound like...

"Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy

I  thought you'd want the same for me" 

A Fine Frenzy

"Almost  Lover"

What my feelings sound like...

Acho que entrei em fase de recuperação... not bad... not bad at all...


Melodic Black ou Melodic Death (ou whatever) dos Dyrathor dá uma ajuda. =)

"Es steigt der Nebel es peitscht die See

Die Heimat zu lassen tut uns nicht weh

Stählerne Herzen wir segeln voran

auf blutigem Pfade mit einhundert Mann!"

Dyrathor

"Im Auge des Sturms" 

What my feelings sound like...

Há dias em que estou mesmo frágil... acho que se nota bem aqui. :X São esses dias que me trazem mais músicas à cabeça (ou ao coração).

Hoje trago uma música nova dum álbum novo duma banda já velha: A Naifa com o álbum "não se deitam comigo corações obedientes". Gosto bastante deles e este álbum já está na minha lista de compras. :)

"O coração que me deixaste

É uma casa difícil de habitar..."

A Naifa

"De Cara a la Pared"

What my feelings sound like...

O dia de hoje foi mau... Eu estou doente... Tenho as amígdalas inchadas ao ponto de não conseguir comer nem falar (com esforço até consigo, mas pareço uma baleia gigante desajeitada a exprimir sons compreensíveis :X ). Sinto-me cansada, mas o descanso é inútil porque não me traz a paz que preciso e parece que dormir piora o estado das amígdalas. Então, mantenho-me acordada e deixo-me anestesiar pelo trabalho que tenho por fazer. Vou tendo ideias, estabelecendo objectivos, concretizando pequenos passos... Tudo corre bem até levar um murro no estômago e não me apetecer fazer mais nada. Contudo, acho que faz parte. Nem tudo pode correr bem. Levo murros e aguento-me. Respiro fundo e preparo-me para aguentar os próximos (mas é para doer ou não?). Foco-me na melhor oportunidade para me levantar e defender. Agora não é o momento.

"You must feel frustation

'Cause your mind feels such temptation

And your ways appear a total lack of faith"

Paradise Lost

"Forever Failure"

What my feelings sound like...

"you would never sleep at night
if you knew what I've been through
and this thought is all I have
to trust upon when light is gone"

Katatonia

"For My Demons"

What my feelings sound like...

"Your heart sings like a kettle

And your words, they boil away like steam.

And a lie burns long while the truth bites quick,

A heart is built for both it seems..."

"You are lonely as a church,

Despite the queuing out your door."

Lisa Hannigan

"Little Bird"

Talvez não seja dotada da voz mais bonita de sempre, mas Lisa Hannigan tem o dom de transmitir emoções e de cantar simples melodias carregadas de significado.

What my feelings sound like...

Perto, muito perto do final dum artigo... Exausta!

"Do not panic, leave no trace

Pretend to not care

Do you ever dream about making a difference..."

 

"I never knew the view from the edge

Of the world would look like this"

Ghost Brigade

"Into the Black Light"

Continuo a achar que "Isolation Songs" dos Ghost Brigade é dos álbuns de melodeath/doom/sludge/whatever  mais inspirados.

What my feelings sound like...

"Is anything certain in life?

...

I may never find all the answers

I may never understand why

I may never prove

What I know to be true

But I know I still have to try

If I die tomorrow

I'd be alright"

Dream Theater

"The Spirit Carries On"

What my feelings sound like...

"When the cold wind blows

Sending shivers down your spine

There is none so blind

As those who do not listen

Sleep of reason produces monsters"

Insomnium

"Inertia"

What my feelings sound like...

"But I want it!

When I need it!
Come and touch  me!
Come and reach me!

Through a distance...
'Cause we  all live life safe from a distance,
But my heart will bleed through all this distance,
And my voice will cry through the distance."

Pain of Salvation

"Through the distance"

What my feelings sound like...

You can already hear the new Swallow The Sun album from their official webpage (http://www.swallowthesun.net/site/). I've listened to it and quite enjoyed it. It has more melancholy and it is less "aggressive" (I mean that it has less harsh vocals and the music is also not so heavy) than the previous ones. I guess I like this "evolution" very much. It has a lot of feeling and it sounds very relaxing. I would like to see them live again. Last time I saw them was not memorable. It was nice, but it lacked the feeling I can get from their albums. I am hoping that seeing them again would be better, because last time I saw them after many great bands in a metal fest and their concert did not stand out as I was expecting. I don't know... Maybe I'm wrong... Lately I've been always wrong about things. :/ But I keep on fighting until I loose my strength...

"This silence speaks a million words,

words of comfort so shallow.

How I wish even for one tear,

but for my heart it is too late."


Swallow The Sun

"Cathedral Walls"